On A Happier Note....

40 Years. Is it a day to be happy or sad? To celebrate or feel defeated? What is wrong? Is it because I feel I have not accomplished anything in the past 40 years of my life on earth? But I have... I have a husband who loves me more than himself. He will do anything to keep me happy. Tolerate my silliness, tantrums and also my senseless arguments. He is the biggest/best blessing granted by God.... even though I don't deserve him. Then why does my heart feel so burdened and heavy... Is it because I have not been the best mother to my children? Why do I think I could have been better? I have not sacrificed a lot for my children like many other mothers have. There have been times when I have been lazy to cook something special for them. I have many times given more importance to my mobile than my children. I have said many things in anger, which would hurt anyone, let alone a 12 and 7-year-old. There are hundreds of mistake from my side, which makes me wonder if I am even f...